Those  who have given the matter study are familiar with the havoc  which
an acute attack of fear or worry plays with the physical body.   We know how
these emotions derange digestion,  interfere with the metabolic changes  and
with elimination of waste,  and, in short, upset the whole system,  with the
result  that  in some cases the person is forced to take to his  bed  for  a
longer or shorter time depending upon the severity of the attack and the
resistive power of the constitution.   But there is an esoteric effect which  is
equally serious or more so that is usually not understood, and it may
therefore be of considerable benefit to study the esoteric effect of poise and
passion, anger and love, pessimism and optimism.
   From  the study of the Cosmo we learn that our desire body was  generated
in  the  Moon Period.   If you wish to obtain a mental picture  of  the  way
things looked then,  take an illustration of the fetus as shown in any book
of anatomy.  There are three principal parts:  the placenta, which is filled
with  the  maternal  blood,  the  umbilical cord,  which carries this vital
stream,  and the fetus, which is nourished from embryo to maturity thereby.
Fancy now,  in that far off time, the firmament as one immense placenta from
which there depended billions of umbilical cords,  each with its fetal
appendage.  Through the whole human family, then in the making, circulated the
one universal essence of desire and emotion,  generating in all the impulses
to action which are now manifest in every phase of the world's work.   These
umbilical  cords  and fetal appendages were molded from  the  moist  desire
stuff by the emotions of the lunar Angels,  while the fiery desire  currents
which were endeavoring to stir the latent life in mankind,  then in the
making, were generated by the fiery martial Lucifer Spirits.  The color of
that first slow vibration which they set in motion in that emotional desire
stuff was red.
   And  while  that  tincture  of trouble (for  that  is  really  what  this
ever-flowing,  eternal restlessness is which even now drives us  on  without
pause or peace) was circulating within us, the planet on which we dwelt also
circled  about a sun,  not our present light-giver but a past embodiment  of
the  substance  which composes our present solar universe,  and we  in  turn
circled  the globe on which we dwelt, from light to darkness,  from heat  to
cold.   We were thus worked upon from within and without in an  endeavor  to
stir the sleeping consciousness.  And there was a response,  for though none
of  the  partially separated spirits dwelling in an  individual  fetal  sac
would have been able to feel these impacts,  although they were very strong,
the  cumulative feelings of billions of such spirits were sensed as a  sound
in  the  universe,  a cosmic cry — the first note in the harmony of the spheres — played upon a single string.  It was,  nevertheless,  expressive in
an adequate measure of the latent longings and aspirations of the  incipient
human race of those far bygone days.
   This desire nature has since evolved;  the fiery,  martial sub-stratum of
passion and the aqueous lunar basis of emotion have become capable of numerous
combinations.   As thought furrows the brain into convolutions and  the face
into lines,  so have the passions, desires,  and emotions marshaled the mobile
desire stuff into curved lines and whorls, eddies, rapids, and whirlpools,
resembling a mountain torrent at the time when it is at its greatest
disturbance — it is seldom ever at even comparative rest.   This desire stuff
has,  in successive periods of its evolution, become responsive to one after
another  of  the seven planetary vibrations emanating from the  Sun,  Venus,
Mercury,  Moon, Saturn, Jupiter, and Mars.  Each individual desire body has,
during that time,  been woven into a unique pattern,  and as the shuttle  of
fate flies back and forth unceasingly upon the loom of destiny, this pattern
is being enlarged upon,  embellished, and beautified, though we may not
perceive  it.   As the weaver always does his work on the reverse side  of
his tapestry,  so are we also weaving without fully understanding  the
ultimate design  or seeing the sublime beauty thereof, because it is yet on
the  side away from us, the hidden side of nature.
   But in order that we may better understand,  let us take up some of these
tangled  threads of passion and emotion to see what effect have have on  the
pattern which God, the Master-Weaver, wishes us to make.
   The  ancient myths always shed a luminous light upon the problems of  the
soul,  and we may profitably consider in this connection a certain  part  of
the  Masonic  legend.   The masons are a society of builders,  "tektons"  in
Greek — the same society in fact to which Joseph and Jesus belonged,  for the
latter are called in the Greek bible,  "tektons" — builders — not  carpenters,
as in the orthodox version.   The masons under Solomon were the builders  of
that mystic temple designed by God, the Grand Archetekton or Master Builder,
and built without sound of hammer, which Manson speaks about in that wonderful
play, "The Servant in the House."  He tells us there that "it is no dead pile
of stone and timber, but it is a living thing.  When you  enter  it you hear a
sound,  a sound as of a mighty anthem chanted,  that is,  if you have ears;
and if you have eyes, you will presently see the temple itself, a mystery of
looming shapes and shadows, leaping sheer from floor to dome.  It is yet
building and built upon;  sometimes the work goes on in utter  darkness,
sometimes  in  blinding light."   Every true mystic mason  knows  what  this
temple  is and endeavors to build it.   The ancient masonic legend tells  us
that  when Hiram Abiff,  the master mason in charge of the  construction  of
Solomon's temple,  a building of God made without sound of hammer,  was
preparing to make his masterpiece, the "molten sea," he gathered materials
from all over the earth and placed them in a fiery furnace,  for he was a descendant of Cain, a Son of Fire, who in turn was a son of Lucifer, the spirit of fire.   Hiram proposed to make an alloy of crystal clarity,  capable of  reflecting all the wisdom of the world.  But,  so runs the story,  there were among  the  workmen  certain traitors — spies from  the  Sons  of  Seth — who, through Adam and Eve, were descendants of the lunar god Jehovah,  who had an affinity for water and who hated fire.  These traitors poured water into
the mold in which the molten sea, the Philosopher's Stone, was to be cast.  Upon the  meeting of the fire with the water there was a great explosion.
Hiram Abiff,  the  master  mason,  being unable to blend the warring elements,
saw with  unspeakable sorrow the destructive eruption of his  attempted
masterpiece.   While he was watching the battle of the spirits in the fire and
water,  Tubal-Cain, his ancestor, appeared and bade him jump into the seething
mass.   He  was then conducted to the center of the earth where he  met  his
first ancestor,  Cain,  who gave him a new word and a new hammer which would enable him,  when he had become skilled in the use thereof, to blend the antagonistic elements and make from them the Philosopher's Stone,  the highest possible human achievement.
   There is in this symbolical story more wisdom than could be given in
volumes  concerning human soul growth.   If the student will read  between
the lines and meditate upon these various symbolical expressions,  he will
gain much more than can ever be said, for true wisdom is always generated
interiorly and the mission of books is only to give a clue.
   Since this ancient time the lunar Angels have taken charge principally of
the moist,  aqueous vital body composed of the four ethers and concerned  in
the  propagation and nourishment of the species,  while the Lucifer  Spirits
are singularly active in the dry and fiery desire vehicles.  The function of
the  vital  body  is  to build and sustain the dense body, while that of the
desire body involves destruction of the tissues.  Thus,  there is a constant
war  going  on between the desire and vital bodies,  and it is this  war  in
heaven that causes our physical consciousness on earth.   Through many lives
we have worked in every age and clime,  and from each life we have extracted a
certain amount of experience,  garnered and stored as vibratory power  in the
seed-atoms of our various vehicles.   Thus,  each of us is  a  builder,
building the temple of the immortal spirit without sound of hammer; each one
is a Hiram Abiff,  gathering material for soul-growth and throwing it in the
furnace of his life-experience,  there to be worked upon by the fire of
passion and desire.   It is being slowly but surely melted,  the dross is
being purged in every purgatorial experience,  and the quintessence of soul
growth is  being extracted through many lives.   Every one of us is thus
preparing for initiation, — preparing whether we know it or not — learning to
blend  the fiery passions with the softer,  gentler emotions.   The new hammer
or gavel wherewith  the master workman rules his subordinates is now a cross
of  sorrow, and the new word is self-control.
Part II
The Color Effects of
Emotion In Assemblages
Of People – The
Isolating Effect
of Worry
 
   Let  us now see how the desire body changes under the  varying  feelings,
desires,  passions,  and emotions,  so that we may learn to build wisely and
well the mystic temple wherein we dwell.
   When we study one of the so-called physical sciences,  such as anatomy or
architecture,  which deals with tangible things,  our task is facilitated by
the fact that we have words which describe the things whereof we treat,  but
even  then  the mental picture conceived by a word differs with  each
individual.   When we speak of a "bridge,"  one may make a mental picture  of
a million-dollar  iron  structure,  another  may think of  a  plank  across  a
streamlet.  The difficulty which we experience in conveying accurate
impressions  of our meaning increases apace when we attempt to convey  ideas
concerning  nature's intangible forces,  such as electricity.   We measure
the strength of the current in volts, the volume in amperes,  and the
resistance of  the  conductors in ohms, but, as a matter of actual fact, such
terms are only inventions to cover up our ignorance of the matter.  We all
know what a pound of coffee is,  but the world's greatest scientist has no
more accurate conception of what the volts, amperes, and ohms are of which he
so learnedly discourses than the schoolboy who hears these terms for the first
time.
   What wonder then that super-physical subjects are described in vague  and
often misleading terms,  for we have no words in any physical language which
will accurately describe these subjects,  and one is almost helpless and
utterly at a loss for descriptive terms wherewith to express oneself regarding
them.   If it were possible to throw colored moving pictures of  the  desire
body  upon the screen and there show how this restless vehicle changes
contour and color according to the emotions, even then it would not give an
adequate  understanding to any one who was not capable of seeing these  things
himself,  for the vehicles of every single human being differ from  the
vehicles  of  all others in the way they respond to  certain  emotions.   That
which causes one to feel intense love, hate, anger, fear,  or any other
emotion may leave another entirely untouched.
   The  writer has a number of times watched crowds for the purpose of
comparison in this respect,  and has always found something startlingly new
and different from what had hitherto been observed.  On one occasion a
demagogue was endeavoring to incite a labor union to strike;  he was very much
excited himself,  and though the basic color of deep orange was perceivable,
it was for  the time being almost obliterated by a scarlet color of  the
brightest hue;  the contour of his desire body was like the body of a
porcupine  with its  quills sticking out.   There was a strong element of
opposition in  the place,  and as he talked one could clearly distinguish the
two  factions  by the colors of their respective auras.   One set of men
showed the scarlet of anger,  but in the other set this color was inter-
mingled with a  gray,  the color of fear.   It was also remarkable that,
although the gray men were in the majority,  the others carried the day,  for
each timid one believed himself alone or at least with very few supporters,
and was therefore afraid to vote for or express his opinion.   If one who was
able to see this condition had  been  present and had gone to each one who
manifested in his  aura  the signs  of dissension,  and had given him the
assurance that he was one of  a majority, the tide would have turned in the
opposite direction.  It is often so in human affairs,  for at the present time
the majority are unable to see beneath the surface of the physical body and
thus to perceive the true state of the thoughts and feelings of others.
   On  another  occasion  a revival meeting was visited where many thousands
were present to hear a speaker of national repute.   At the beginning of the
meeting  it was evident from the state of the auras of the people  that  the
great majority had come there with no other purpose than to have a good time
and see some fun.   The thoughts, feelings,  and emotions connected with the
ordinary life of each were plainly visible, but in a number a certain  darkish
blue color showed an attitude of worry; it seemed that they had had some
disappointment in life and were very uneasy.   When the speaker appeared,  a
curious  phenomenon  took place:   desire bodies are usually in a  state  of
restless motion,  but at that moment it seemed as if the whole vast audience
must  have  held  its breath in an attitude of expectancy,  for  the  varied
color-play  in the individual desire bodies ceased and the basic orange  hue
was  plainly perceptible for an instant;  presently each commenced his
emotional activities as before, while the prelude was being played.   Then
commenced the singing of hymns,  and this showed the value and effect of
music, for  as  all united in singing identical words to the same  tune,  the
same rhythmic  vibrations which surged through all these desire bodies seemed
to blend them and make them,  for the time being,  almost one.   Quite a
number were sitting in the scoffers' seat, so to speak,  refusing to sing and
unite with  the  others.  To  the  spiritual  sight they appeared as men of
steel, clothed  in an armor of that color,  and from each one,  without
exception, went  out a vibration which said so much plainer than mere words
could  ever have done,  "Leave me alone, you shall not touch me."  Something
from within had  drawn  them there,  but they were mortally afraid of  giving
way,  and therefore  their whole aura expressed this steel color of fear which
is  an armor of the soul against outside interference.
   When  the first song was ended,  the unity of color and vibration  lapsed
almost immediately,  each one taking anew his customary thought  atmosphere;
and had nothing more been done, each would have lapsed into his habitual inner
life.   But the evangelist, though not able to see this,  knew from past
experience  that his audience was not yet ripe,  and a succession  of  songs
were  therefore sung to the accompaniment of clapping hands  beating  drums,
and gesticulations from the leader aided by a trained chorus.   This brought
the  scattered  souls again into a bond of harmony;  gradually  people  were
overwhelmed with religious fervor,  and the unity necessary for the next
effort was established.   From the music, the leader's hand-clapping,  and the
stirring appeal of the songs, that vast audience had become as one,  for the
men of steel, the gray-tinted scoffers who thought themselves too wise to be
fooled (when their emotion really was fear),  were a negligible part in that
vast congregation.  All were then attuned as the many strings upon one great
instrument,  and the evangelist who appeared before them was a master artist
at playing upon their emotions.  He moved them from laughter to tears,  from
sorrow to shame;  great waves of the corresponding colors seemed to go  over
the  whole audience,  as bewildering as they were magnificent.   Then  there
were  the  customary calls to "stand up for Jesus";  the invitation  to  the
"mourners' bench," etc., and each brought forth from all over the audience a
certain  emotional  response which was plainly shown in colors,  golden  and
blue.   Then there were more songs,  more clapping and gesticulations which,
for the time,  furthered the unity and gave this audience an experience
resembling the feeling of universal brotherhood and the reality of the
Fatherhood of God.   The only ones upon whom the music had no effect were the
men clad in the steel blue armor of fear.   This color seems to be almost
impervious to any other emotion;  and even though the feelings experienced by
the great majority were relatively impermanent,  the people benefited in a
measure by the revival, with the exception of these men of steel.
   So far as the writer has been able to learn,  the inner fear of  yielding
to  emotion — fear being saturnine in effect and twin sister to  worry — seems
to  require  a  shock  that  will  take  the  person  so affected out of his
environment and set him down in a new place among new conditions before  the
old conditions can be overcome.
   Worry  is  a  condition where the desire currents do not  sweep  in  long
curved lines in any part of the desire body,  but where the vehicle is  full
of eddies — nothing but eddies in extreme cases.  The person so affected does
not endeavor to take action in any line;  he sees calamities where there are
none,  and instead of generating currents which lead to action that may
prevent the thing he fears,  each thought of worry causes an eddy in the
desire body,  and he does nothing in consequence.   This condition of worry in
the desire body may be likened to water which is about to congeal under a
lowering temperature;  fear which expresses itself as skepticism,  cynicism,  and pessimism may be likened to that same water when it has frozen,  for the desire bodies of such people are almost motionless, and nothing one can say or do seems to have the power to alter the condition.  They have, to use a common expression which fits the condition excellently,  "drawn into a shell," and that saturnine shell must be broken before it is possible to get at  the man and help him out of his pitiable state.
   These  saturnine  emotions of fear and worry are usually  caused  by  the
sufferer's apprehension  of  economic  or social difficulties.  "Perhaps this
investment  which I have made may depreciate or become a total loss;  I  may
lose my position and find myself starving upon the street;  everything I
undertake seems to go wrong;  my neighbors are slandering me and trying to
undermine  my social position;  my husband (or wife) does not care for me  any
more; my children are neglecting me;" and a thousand and one kindred
suggestions  present themselves to the mind.  He should remember that  every
time one of these thought is indulged in, it helps to congeal the currents in
the desire body and build a steel blue shell in which the person who
habitually fosters  fear and worry will some time find himself shut off from
the  love, sympathy,  and  help of all the world.  Therefore we ought to
strive  to  be cheerful,  even under adverse circumstances,  or we may find
ourselves in  a serious condition here and hereafter.
"It is easy enough to be pleasant 
When life flows along like a song, 
But the man worth while 
Is the one who will smile 
When everything goes dead wrong."
Part III
Effects of War Upon
The Desire Body – The
Vital Body As Affected
by the Detonations
of Big Guns
 
   In  the beginning of the Great War the emotions of Europe ran riot  in  a
most horrible manner, first among the so-called "living," and then among the
killed — when  they awoke.   This awakening took a long time because  of  the
large guns used — but more of that later.   The whole atmosphere of the
countries involved was seething with currents of anger and hate, like a cloud
of dark crimson it hung around every human being and over the land.  Then
there were dark-tinted streaks like a funeral pall, which seem always to be
generated in crises of sudden disaster when reason is at a standstill and
despair grips the heart.  This was doubtless caused by the fact that the
peoples involved realized that a catastrophe of a magnitude which they were
unable  to comprehend was happening.  The desire bodies of the majority
whirled at high speed  in  long  waves  of  rhythmic  pulsation which said
more plainly than words,  "Just kill,  kill, kill."  When two or three or a
crowd met and commenced  to discuss the war,  the rhythmic pulsations
indicating the  settled purpose to do and dare ceased,  and the thoughts and
feelings of  excitement generated  by  the discussion or speech took shape  as
conical  projections which rapidly grew to a height of about six or eight
inches, then they burst and emitted a tongue of flame.  Some people generated
a number of these volcanic  structures at one time,  in others there were only
one or two at  the same time.   When one of these bubbles had burst in one
place,  another  appeared somewhere else on the desire body while the
discussion lasted, and it was the flames from them that colored the cloud over
the land scarlet.  When a  crowd disbanded or friends parted after such a
discussion,  the  bubbling and  eruptions grew smaller and less frequent,
finally ceasing  and  giving place again to the long rhythmic pulsations first
mentioned.
   These conditions are now seldom if ever seen;  the explosive anger at the
enemy thus indicated is a thing of the past so far as the great majority are
concerned.   The basic orange color of the western peoples'  aura  is  again
visible,  and both officers and men seem to have settled down to war as to a
game;  each is anxious to outdo and outwit the other.  The war is now mainly a
channel  for  their  ingenuity;  but  a number of the lay-brothers of the
Rosicrucian  Order  believe  that the condition of anger will  return  in  a
modified form when active hostilities cease and peace negotiations commence.
 This form of emotion we may call abstract anger,  and it differs widely from
what is observed in the case of two persons who become angry with each other
in private life,  whether they start to fight physically or not.   Seen from
the  hidden side of nature,  there are hostilities before blows are  struck.
Jagged,  dagger-like desire-forms project themselves from one to  the  other
like spears until the fury which generated them has expended itself.  In the
patriotic anger there is no personal enemy,  therefore the desire-forms  are
more blunt and explode without leaving the person who generated them.
   The "steel man"  so common in private life where worry over the  thousand
one things that never happen crystallizes an armor around the person who
allows old Saturn to thus grip him, were are are conspicuous by their absence.
The writer accounts for it on the hypothesis that the tension in their
environment forced them to enlist and the shock broke the shell;  then
familiarity with danger bred contempt for it.  It is certain that these people
have benefited  greatly  by  the war,  for there is no state  more  hampering
to soul-growth than constant fear and worry.  It is also a remarkable fact
that though the men engaged in war suffer awful privations,  the mass of them
are cultivating a tinge of soft sky-blue which stands for hope, optimism,  and
a dawning religious feeling, giving an altruistic touch to the character.   It
is an indication that that universal fellow-feeling which knows no
distinctions of creed, color, or country is growing in the human heart.
   In  the beginning of the war the desire bodies of the combatants  whirled
at an awful rate, and it was noted that while people passing over from
sickness,  old age,  or ordinary accidents regain consciousness in a short
time, varying  from  a few minutes to a few days,  those killed in war were
in  a great  many cases unconscious for several weeks,  and strange to say,
those who were almost torn to pieces seemed to wake up much quicker than
thousands that  had only insignificant wounds.   This puzzle was not solved
for  many months.   Before  we study the causes underlying this  phenomenon,
we  must first record that when the people who had thus died in intense anger
during the first part of the war awoke in the invisible world, they usually
started to fight their enemies anew, and until the great educational work
started by the Elder Brothers and their Invisible Helpers bore fruit, these
people went about  with  maimed bodies and in great anguish because of their
dear  ones left  behind.  Now such occurrences are extremely rare and soon
settled, for all have been taught that thought will create a new arm, limb, or
face;  the patriotic hatred is gone,  and "enemies" able to speak each other's
language often  fraternize with benefit to both.   The red cloud of hate if
lifting, the  black veil of despair is gone, there are no volcanic outbursts
of  passion  in either the living or the dead,  but so far as th writer is
able  to read the signs of the times in the aura of the nations,  there is a
settled purpose  to play the game to the end.   Even in homes bereaved of many
members,  this seems to hold good.  There is an intense longing for the
friends beyond  but no hatred for the earthly foe.   This longing is shared
by  the friends in the unseen and many are piercing the veil,  for the
intensity  of their longing is awakening in the "dead" the power to manifest
by attracting a  quantity of ether and gas which often is taken from the vital
body  of  a "sensitive"  friend,  as materializing spirits use the vital body
of an  entranced medium.  Thus the eyes blinded by tears are often opened by a
yearning  heart so that loved ones now in th spirit world are met again  face
to face,  heart  to heart.   This is nature's method of cultivating  the
sixth sense  which will eventually enable all to know that man is an immortal
spirit and continuity of life a fact in nature.
   To  understand  the  slowness  wherewith  those  slain  in the war regain
consciousness in the unseen world,  we must first undertake a more  intimate
study  of the four ethers than has hitherto been given in  "The  Rosicrucian
Cosmo-Conception."
   The  atoms  of the chemical and life ethers gathered around  the  nuclear
seed-atom located in the solar plexus are shaped like prisms.   They are all
located in such a manner that when the solar energy enters our body  through
the spleen, the refracted ray is red.  This is the color of the creative
aspect of the Trinity,  namely Jehovah, the Holy Spirit,  who rules Luna,  the
planet of fecundation.   Therefore the vital fluid from the sun which enters
the  human body by way of the spleen becomes tinged with a pale rose  color,
often noted by seers when it courses along the nerves as electricity does in
the wires of an electric system.  Thus charged, the chemical and life ethers
are the avenues of assimilation which preserve the individual, and of
fecundation which perpetuates the human race.
   During life each prismatic vital atom penetrates a physical atom and
vibrates  it.   to form a picture of this combination,  imagine a  pear-shaped
wire basket having walls of spirally curved wire running obliquely from pole
to pole.  this is the physical atom; it is shaped nearly like our earth, and
the prismatic vital atom is inserted from the top,  which is widest and
corresponds  to  the  north  pole  of  the  earth.  Thus the point of the
prism penetrates  the physical atom at the narrowest point,  which corresponds
to the south pole of our earth,  and the whole resembles a top swinging,
swaying,  and vibrating.   In this manner our body is made alive and capable
of motion.  (It is noteworthy that our earth is similarly permeated by a
cosmic body  of ether,  and that those manifestations which we note as  the
Aurora Borealis  and Aurora Australis are etheric currents circling the earth
from pole to equator as currents in the physical atoms do.)
   The light and reflecting ethers are avenues of consciousness and  memory.
They  are  somewhat attenuated in the average individual and  have  not  yet
taken definite form;  they interpenetrate the atom as air interpenetrates  a
sponge, and they form a slight auric atmosphere outside each atom.
   At  death a separation takes place;  the seed atom is withdrawn from  the
apex of the heart along the saturnine pneumogastric nerve,  through the
ventricles and out of the skull (Golgotha); all the atoms of the vital body
are liberated from the cross of the dense body by the same spiral motion,
which unscrews each prismatic atom of ether from its physical envelope.
   This  process  is attended with more or less violence  according  to  the
cause of death.  An aged person whose  vitality  has  been slowly ebbing may
fall asleep and wake up on the other side of the veil without the  slightest
consciousness  of how the change took place;  a devout and religious  person
who  has been prepared by prayer and meditation on the beyond would also  be
able to make an easy egress;  people who freeze to death meet with what  the
writer believes to be the easiest of accidental deaths, drowning being next.
   But when a person is young and healthy,  especially if of an  irreligious
or atheistic turn of mind,  the prismatic ether atom is so tightly  entwined
by the physical atom that a considerable wrench is required to separate  the
vital  body.   When the separation of the physical body from the higher
vehicles has been accomplished and the person is dead,  as we say,  the  light
and  reflecting ethers are separated from the prismatic atom.   It  is  this
stuff,  as described in the Cosmo,  which is molded into the pictures of the
past life and etched into the desire body,  which then begins to feel
whatever there was of pain or pleasure in the life.   The part of the vital
body composed of the prismatic atoms of the chemical and life ethers then
returns to the physical body,  hovering above the grave and disintegrating
synchronously with it.
   Now  comes the crux of our explanation.   Ether is physical  matter,  and
while  people  shot  with  small arms in a minor engagement may sometimes be
seen  walking  away  somewhat dazed but nevertheless  conscious,  the  awful
detonations of the big guns used so extensively have the effect of  throwing
the  prismatic ether atoms topsy-turvy, and shattering (not scattering)  the
auric  envelope  of  light  and reflecting ethers  which  is  the  basis  of
sense-perception and memory.   Until this resolves itself into its  original
relativity,  the man remains in a stunned,  comatose condition  which  often
lasts  for weeks.   Under such conditions this fine etheric stuff  does  not
lend  itself to the formation of pictures of the past life — it is  congealed
to a certain extent.
Part IV
The Nature Of Ether
Atoms – The Necessity
of Poise
 
   When  the  Ego is on its way to rebirth through the  Region  of  Concrete
Thought,  the Desire World,  and the Etheric Region,  it gathers  a  certain
amount of material from each.  The quality of this material is determined by
the seed atom,  on the principle that like attracts like.   The quantity
depends upon the amount of matter required by the archetype built by ourselves
in the second heaven.   From the quantity of prismatic ether atoms that  are
appropriated  by  a certain spirit,  the Recording Angels and  their  agents
build  an  etheric  form  which is then placed  in  the  mother's  womb  and
gradually clothed with physical matter which then forms the visible body  of
the new born child.
   Only  a small portion of the ether appropriated by a certain Ego is  thus
used,  and the remainder of the child's vital body,  or rather the  material
from which that vehicle will  eventually  be made, is thus outside the dense
body.   For that reason the vital body of a child protrudes much farther
beyond  the periphery of the dense body than does that of the  adult.   During
the period of growth this store of ether atoms is drawn upon to vitalize the
accretions within the body until, at the time when the adult age is reached,
the  vital body protrudes only from one to one and a half inches beyond  the
periphery of the dense body.
   It  has been determined by physical science that the atoms in  our  dense
body  are  constantly changing so that all the material which  composes  our
present vehicle at this moment will have disappeared in a few years,  but it
is  common  knowledge that scars and other blemishes  perpetuate  themselves
from childhood to old age.   The reason for this is that the prismatic ether
atoms  which compose our vital body remain unchanged from the cradle to  the
grave.   They are always in the same relative position — that is to say,  the
prismatic ether atoms which vibrate the physical atoms in the toes or in the
fingers  do not get to the hands,  legs, or any other part of the body,  but
remain in exactly the same place where they were placed in the beginning.  A
lesion of the physical atoms involves a similar impression on the  prismatic
ether atoms.   The new physical matter molded over them continues to take on
shape and texture similar to those which originally obtained.
   The foregoing remarks apply only to the prismatic ether atoms which
correspond to solids and liquids in the physical world,  because they assume
a certain definite shape which they preserve.  But in addition each human
being  at  this stage of evolution has a certain amount of the light  and
reflecting ethers, which are the vehicles of sense perception and memory,
intermingled in his vital body.   We may say that the light ether  corresponds
to the gases in our physical world; perhaps the best description that can be
given of the reflecting ether is to call it hyper-etheric.   It is a vacuous
substance of a bluish color resembling in appearance the blue core of a  gas
flame.  It appears transparent and seems to reveal everything that is within
it, but nevertheless it hides all the secrets of nature and humanity.  In it
is  found  one record of the Memory of Nature.   The  light  and  reflecting
ethers are of an exactly opposite nature to that of the stationary prismatic
ether atoms.  They are volatile and migratory.  However much or little a man
possesses of this material, it is an accretion, a fruitage, derived from his
experiences in life.   Inside the body it mingles with the blood stream  and
when  it has grown by service and sacrifice in life's school so that it  can
no longer be contained within the body,  it is seen on the outside as a soul
body of gold and blue.  Blue shows the highest type of spirituality,
therefore  it is smallest in volume and may be compared to the blue core  of
the gas flame, while the golden hue forms the larger part and corresponds to
the yellow light which surrounds the core in the gas ring.   The blue color
does not appear outside the dense body save in the very greatest of  saints —
only yellow is usually observable there.  At death this part of the vital body
is etched  into the desire body with the life panorama which it contains.
The quintessence  of all our life experience is then eventually  impressed
upon the seed atom as conscience or virtue which urges us to avoid evil and to
do good  in a coming life.   Thus the quality of the seed atom is altered
from life to life.  The quintessence of good extracted from the migratory part
of the vital body in one life determines the quality of the prismatic
stationary ether atoms in the next life.   The highest in one life becomes the
lowest in the next and thus we gradually climb the ladder of evolution
towards divinity.
   From the foregoing it will be evident that the vital body is a vehicle of
habit;  all parents know that during the first seven years of childhood when
this  vehicle is in course of gestation that children form one  habit  after
another.  Repetition is the keynote of the vital body and habits depend upon
repetition.   It is different with the desire body,  the vehicle of feelings
and emotions which are always changing from moment to moment; thought it has
been said that the ether which forms our soul body is in constant motion and
mingles  with the blood stream,  that motion is relatively slow compared  to
the  rapidity of the current of the desire body;  we may say that the  ether
moves like a snail compared with light.
   The points brought out by the foregoing may be summed up as follows:
   Desire  stuff  moves  with inconceivable rapidity  comparable  only  with
light.
   The two higher ethers also travel with great speed though far slower than
desire stuff.
   The  prismatic ether atoms composing the lower ethers are stationary  but
have a high rate of vibratory motion.
   The dense atoms are as motionless as the crystal in the rock.
   No matter what people say to us or about us,  their words have no intrinsic
power to hurt — it is our own mental attitude towards  their  utterances which
determines the effect of their words upon us for good or ill.   Paul, when
facing persecution and slander,  testified that "none of these things move me."  All who hope to advance spiritually must cultivate equipoise, for
without it the desire body will either run riot or congeal, according to the
nature  of  the emotions generated by intercourse with others whether worry,
anger, or fear.  We know that the dense body is our vehicle of action,  that
the vital body gives it the power to act, that the desire body furnishes the
incentive to action, and that the mind was given as a brake on impulse.   We
learn from the Cosmo,  pp.  89, 90,  91,  that thought-forms from within and
without the body are being continually projected upon the desire body in  an
endeavor to arouse feeling which will lead to action,  and that reason ought
to  rule the lower nature and leave the higher self scope for expression  of
its  divine proclivities.   We also know that habitual thought has power  to
mold even physical matter,  for the nature of the sensualist is plainly
discernible  in his features which are as coarse and gross as the  features
of the spiritually minded are delicate and fine.  The power of thought is
still greater in its potency to mold the finer vestures.  We have already seen
how thoughts  of fear and worry congeal the desire body of any one who
indulges in that habit,  and it is equally certain that by cultivating an
optimistic frame of mind under all circumstances we can attune our desire
bodies to any key we wish.   after a time, that will become a habit.  It must
be confessed that it is difficult to hold the desire body down to any definite lines, but it can be done,  and the attempt must be made by all who aspire to spiritual advancement.
   Regarding the effect from the esoteric standpoint of this polarization,  we
may learn much from certain customs in so-called secret societies.   As  you
know,  such organizations always place at the door a guard who is instructed
to  deny  admittance to anyone not supplied with the  proper  pass-word  and
signs, and that works very well so far as the people are concerned who
function only in their physical body.   But the so-called secrets of these
organizations are not in any sense secrets to those who are able to enter
their places  of  assembly  in their vital bodies.   It is  otherwise  in  a
true esoteric order such as, for instance, the Rosicrucians.  No guard is on
duty at the door of that Temple when the Mystic Midnight Mass is said each
night of  the week.   The door is wide open to all who have learned to  speak
the open sesame.  But that is not a spoken password; the initiate who desires
to attend  must know how to attune his soul body to the particular rate of
vibration  maintained on that night.  Furthermore,  this vibration differs  on
the  various  nights of the week so that those who have  learned  to  attune
themselves to the vibration maintained on Saturday night when the first
degree meets are as effectually barred from entering the Temple with those who
carry on the work Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, etc., as any ordinary person.
   The  cosmic law under which this is done applies also to the control  and
effect of our thoughts,  feelings, and emotions.  Paul well said that we are the temple  of the living God (our Higher Self).   We have also  created  a
subtle aura about us under th guardianship of the Divine Hierarchies  reigning
over the seven planets, Saturn, Sun, Moon, Mars, Mercury,  Jupiter,  and
Venus.    The  Universe,   or  great  world,   is  mystically   called   the
seven-stringed  lyre of Apollo.   our individual organism or microcosm is  a
replica or image of God,  and it behooves us to awaken in ourselves an  echo
of this music of the spheres.   Most of us have learned to respond too  much
to the saturnine vibrations of sorrow, gloom, fear, and worry, which congeal
our desire bodies,  and it would be to the lasting benefit of all to try  to
cultivate the spiritual vibrations of the Sun,  filling our lives with
optimism and sunshine which will dispel the saturnine gloom and despondency
and prevent such thoughts entering our aura in the future.
   The prime necessity of advancement is equipoise.  All who aspire ought to adopt Paul's motto, "None of these things move me."
Part V
The Effects of
Remorse – The Dangers
of Excessive Bathing
 
   As  there are many among the Rosicrucian students who perform  the
exercises given by the Elder Brothers for the purpose of furthering soul-
growth, though  they have not felt inclined to enter the Path,  it is thought
to  be well to consider the esoteric effect of the emotions engendered by these
exercises.
   When in the exercise of retrospection the aspirant to the higher life
reviews  the happenings of the day in reverse order and meets an  incident  in which he hurt some one or failed to help another or in any other way did not live up to that which he holds as his ideal of conduct, he is taught to
cultivate  intense  remorse for whatever he has done wrong for the  purpose
of eradicating the record from the seed-atom in the heart where it has been
imprinted by the act,  and where it will remain until it is wiped out by
sufferings in purgatory unless previously expunged by artificial means such
as this exercise.
   In  purgatory  the cleansing process is accomplished by  the  centrifugal
force of repulsion which tugs and tears the desire stuff,  in which the
picture is formed over its matrix of ether,  out of the desire body.   At
that particular time the soul suffers as it made others suffer, because of a
singular condition in the lower regions of the Desire World where purgatory
is located.   Some seers who are unable to contact the higher regions speak
of the Desire World as illusory, and they are right so far as the lower
regions are  concerned,  for there all things appear reversed as we see them in a glass.   This peculiarity is not purposeless — nothing in God's  kingdom
is; all  things serve a wise end.   This reversal places the erring soul in
the position  of its victim,  so that when a scene unrolls on the screen of
its past  life where it did a wrong to some one,  the soul does not stand  as
a mere spectator and see the scene re-enacted,  but it becomes,  for the  time
being,  the victim of the wrong and it feels the pain felt by  that  wronged
one, for the centrifugal force of repulsion exerted to tear the picture from
th  desire body of the wrongdoer must at least equal the hate and  anger  of
the victim which impressed the picture upon the seed-atom at the time of
occurrence.
   During retrospection the aspirant endeavors to imitate these  conditions;
he tries to visualize the scenes where he did something wrong,  and the
remorse  he  endeavors  to  feel  must  at  least equal the resentment felt by
whomever he wronged.  It then has the same effect of expunging the record of
the  injury as does the centrifugal force of repulsion,  which  accomplishes
the eradication of evil in purgatory for the purpose of extracting therefrom the quality of the soul which we know as conscience, and which acts as a deterrent in hours of temptation.  Thus used,  the emotion of remorse cleanses and purifies the desire body of weeds and tares,  leaving the soil free  and
fostering  the  growth of manifold virtues that blossom into  spiritual
advancement and bring greater opportunities for service in the Master's
vineyard.
   But as the force latent in gunpowder and kindred explosive substances may
be  used  to further greatest objects of civilization or to outdo  the  most
savage acts of barbarism, so also, this emotion of remorse may be misused in
such  a manner that it becomes a detriment and a hindrance to the  soul
instead of a help.  When we indulge in remorse daily and hourly,  we are
actually  wasting a great power which might be used for the most noble  ends
of life,  for  the constant indulgence of regret affects the desire body  in
a manner similar to that which follows excessive bathing of the physical body,
as  described in the "vice of excessive cleanliness,"  an article which  appeared  in  our  magazine,  "Rays from the Rose Cross."  It was there stated that water has a great affinity for ether and absorbs it most greedily,
several illustrations being given to demonstrate the fact;  it was also
stated that when we take a bath under normal conditions, it removes a great
deal of poisonous miasmatic ether from our vital bodies, provided we stay in
the water a reasonable length of time.   After a bath the vital body becomes
somewhat attenuated and consequently gives us a feeling of weakness,  but if
we are  in our usual good health and have not stayed in the bath too long,
the deficiency  is  soon made good by the stream of force which flows  into
the body through the spleen.   When this influx of fresh ether has replaced
the poisoned substance carried off in the water,  we feel renewed vigor which
we rightly  attribute to the bath,  though usually without realizing  the
full facts as here stated.
   But  when a person who is not in perfect health makes a habit of  bathing
every day,  perhaps even twice or three times,  an excess of ether is  taken
from  the  vital body.   The supply entering by way of the  spleen  is  also
diminished  on account of the loss of tone of the seed-atom located  in  the
solar plexus and the attenuated condition of the vital body.  Thus it is
impossible for such people to recuperate between such oft repeated depletions,
and  as  a  consequence  the health of the dense  body  suffers;  they  lose
strength continually and are apt to become confirmed invalids.
"Aa above, so below, and as below, so above," says the Hermetic aphorism,
enunciating thereby the great law of analogy which is the master-key to  all
mysteries.   When we use the centrifugal force of remorse to  eradicate  the
acts  of evil from our hearts during the evening exercise of  retrospection,
the effect is similar to the action of the water which removes the miasmatic
poisoned ether from our vital bodies during the bath,  and thus leaves  room
for an influx of pure health-promoting ether.   After we have burned out the
wrong-doings  in the sacrificial fire of remorse,  the  poisonous  substance
thus eradicated leaves room for the influx of desire stuff which is  morally healthier  and  better soil for noble deeds.   The more  thoroughly  we  are
purged by this remorse,  the greater the vacuum produced and the better  the
grade of new material we attract to our subtler vehicles.
   But, on the other hand, if we indulge in regrets and remorse during every
waking hour as some do, we are outdoing purgatory, for though the time there
is  spent in eradication of evil, the consciousness turns from each  picture
when it has been torn out by the force of repulsion.   Here,  because of the
interlocking of the desire and vital bodies,  we are enabled to revivify the
picture  in  memory  as  oft as we please,  and while  the  desire  body  is
gradually dissolved in purgatory by the expurgation of the panorama of life,
certain small amount is added while we are living in the physical world,  to
take the place of that which is ejected by remorse.   Thus,  remorse and
regret when continually indulged in have the same effect on the desire body as
excessive  bathing  has on the vital body.   Both vehicles are  depleted  of
strength by excessive cleansing,  and for that reason it is as dangerous  to
the  moral and spiritual health to indulge indiscriminately in  feelings  of
regret  and remorse as it is fatal to physical wellbeing to bathe too  much.
Discrimination should govern in both cases.
   When we perform the exercise of retrospection,  we should give  ourselves
over  to the feelings of regret and remorse with our whole soul;  we  should
endeavor to shed tears of fire that may burn into our very innermost  being;
we  should make the cleansing process as thorough as possible,  to  the  end
that  we may grow in grace thereby to the utmost.   but having finished the exercise we should do the same as is done in purgatory — consider the incidents of the day closed and forget all about them,  save in so far as
they demand restitution of something,  the making of an apology,  or such
subsequent acts to satisfy the demands of conscience.   And having thus paid
the debt, our attitude ought to be one of unfailing optimism.  "Though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow."   "If God be for us, who
can be against us?" By that attitude we die daily to the old  life  and  we
are born each day to walk in the newness of the spiritual life, for  our
desire bodies are thus renewed and ready to serve a higher aim in life than
the day before.
   And while we are discussing regret and remorse as applied to the  problem
of soul-growth,  with their effect on our subtle bodies, we may also
profitably mention the effect of regret directed into other channels.   There
are people  who live with regret as with a boon companion,  who take it  to
bed with  them at night and get up with it in the morning;  they take it to
the office,  shop,  or church,  they sit with it at meals,  they nurse it as
the most  precious  thing in their possession, and they would sooner  part
with life itself than give up their regret for this, that, or the other thing.
   As a vampire sucks the ether from the vital body of its victim and  feeds
upon  it,  so perpetual thoughts of regret and  remorse  concerning  certain
things become a desire-elemental which acts as a vampire and draws the  very
life from the poor soul who has shaped it, and by the attraction of like for
like, it fosters continuance of this morbid habit of regret.
   We are not helping the loved ones who have departed this life by our
regrets which we love to fancy are evidences  of  our faithfulness, but we are
hindering them.  They have left the present sphere of experience and are going
onwards to other realms where there are other lessons to be learned, and we
are holding them back by our thoughts,  for they feel us most acutely for some
time  after they have passed over,  and we owe them a  duty  to  think
thoughts of cheer and love instead of selfish regret which hurts both us and
them.   Regret  is  subversive  of  all  spiritual  growth,  for  while  the
thought-elemental  thus created hangs about us as a vampire we cannot  climb
the rugged path.
   Loathsome as the vulture which feeds upon the noxious,  decomposing
carcasses  of the dead are the vain regrets which live upon the morbid
contemplation of the past and its mistakes.   It is our duty to drive them out
of our  mental habitation as we would eject a vulture from our  physical
abode were it to seek entrance.
   Instead,  let us cultivate an attitude of optimism in all things, for all
things  work together for good — God is at the helm,  nothing can  go  really
wrong, and all will turn out right in God's good time.
   The  subject of prayer is well worth the attention and study of  all  who
aspire spirituality,  and we trust the following hints may help our students
in their efforts in this direction.
   There is only one force in the universe, namely, the Power of God,  which
He  sent forth through space in the form of a Word;  not a single word,  but
the  creative  fiat which by its sound-vibration marshaled the  millions  of
chaotic atoms into the multitudinous shapes and forms from starfish to  star
and microbe to man, which constitute and inhabit the universe.   As the
syllables and sounds of this creative Word are being spoken,  one after
another through the ages, species are being created and the older ones
evolved,  all according  to the thought and plan conceived in the Divine Mind
ere the  dynamic force of creative energy was sent out into the abyss of
space.
   This, then, is the only source of power, and in it we really, truly,  and
literally  live and move and have our being,  just as surely as  the  fishes
live  in the water.   We can no more escape or withdraw ourselves  from  God
than the fish can live and swim on dry land.   It was no mere poetic
sentiment  when  the  Psalmist said:   "Whither shall I go from  thy  spirit,
or whither  shall I flee from thy presence?  If I ascend up into  heaven,
Thou art there.   If I make my bed in the grave behold Thou art there.  If I
take the  wings of the morning and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,
even there shall thy hand lead me and thy right hand shall hold me."
   God is Light,  and not even the greatest of modern telescopes which reach
many  millions of miles into space have found the boundaries of light.   But
we know that unless we have eyes wherewith to perceive the light,  and  ears
which register the vibrations of sound,  we walk the earth in eternal
darkness and silence;  similarly,  to perceive the Divine Light which alone
can illuminate  our  spiritual darkness,  and to hear the voice of  the
silence which  alone can guide us,  we must cultivate our spiritual eyes  and
ears; prayer,  true scientific prayer,  is one of the most powerful and
efficacious methods  of finding favor before the face of our Father,  and
receiving  the immersion in spiritual light which alchemically transforms the
sinner to the saint and places around him the golden wedding garment of Light,
the  luminous soul body.
Preparation For Prayer
Ora Et Labora
   But  be not deceived,  prayer alone will not do this.   Unless our  whole
life,  waking and sleeping, is a prayer for illumination and sanctification,
our prayers will never penetrate to the Divine Presence and bring down  upon
us a baptism of His power. "Ora et labora" — pray and work — is an esoteric
injunction which all aspirants must obey or they will meet with but scant
success.   In this connection an ancient legend of St.  Francis of Assisi
will bear  repetition because of the light it sheds upon the life on  one
wholly dedicated to the service of God.
   One day St.  Francis stepped up to a young brother in the monastery  with
the invitation:  "Come, brother, let us go down to the village and preach to
the people."  The young brother addressed responded with alacrity, overjoyed
at the prospect of a walk with the holy father, for he knew what a source of
spiritual upliftment it would be.  And so they walked to the village, up and
down its various streets and lanes,  all the while conversing upon topics of
absorbing  spiritual interest,  and finally turned their steps homeward
towards  the monastery.   Then suddenly it dawned upon the young brother  that
they  had been so absorbed in their own conversation that they had forgotten
the  object  of  their walk to the village.   Diffidently  he  reminded  St.
Francis  of the omission,  and the latter responded:   "Son,  while we  were
walking  the  village streets the people were watching  us,  they  overheard
snatches  of conversation and noted that we were talking of the love of  God
and His dear Son, our Saviour; they noted our kindly greetings and our words
of cheer and comfort to the afflicted ones we met,  and even our garb  spoke
to them the language and call of religion; so we have preached to them every
moment  of our sojourn among them to must better purpose than if we had
harangued  them  for hours in the market place."   St.  Francis had  no  other
thought but God and to do good in His name therefore he was well attuned  to
the divine vibration,  and it is no wonder than when he went to his  regular
prayers he was a powerful magnet for the divine Life and Light which
permeated his whole being.
   We who are engaged in the so-called secular work of the world and  forced
to do things that seem sordid,  often feel that we are hampered and hindered
on that account, but if we "do all things as unto the Lord"  and are "faithful
over a few things,"  we shall find that in time opportunities will  come of
which we do not dream.  As the magnetic needle temporarily deflected from the
North  by  outside pressure instantly and eagerly returns to its natural
position  when the pressure is removed, so we must cultivate  that  yearning
for  our Father which will instantly turn our thoughts to Him when our  work
in the world is done for the day and we are free to follow our own bent.  We
must cultivate a feeling similar to that which ensouls young lovers when after
an  absence they fly into each others arms in an  ecstasy  of  delight. This
is an absolutely essential preparation for prayer, and if we fly to our Father
in that manner,  the Light of His presence and the sweetness of  His voice
will teach and cheer us beyond our fondest hopes.
The Place Of Prayer
   The next point requiring consideration is the place of prayer; this is of
very  vital importance for a reason not generally known even among  students
of esotericism;  it is this.  Every prayer, spoken or unspoken,  every song of
praise,  and every reading of parts of the scriptures which teach or exhort,
if  done  by a properly prepared reader who loves and lives what he reads, brings down upon both the worshiper and the place of worship an outpouring of spirit.   This in time an invisible church is built around the  physical
structure  which in the case of a devout congregation becomes  so  beautiful
that  it transcends all imagination and defies description.   Manson in  the
"Servant in the House" gives us only the faintest glimpse of what it is like
when he tells the old Bishop:
   "I  am afraid you may not consider it an altogether substantial  concern.
It  has to be seen in a certain way under certain conditions.   Some  people
never see it at all.   You must understand,  this is no dead pile of  stones
and  unmeaning timber,  it is a living thing.   When you enter it  you  hear
sound,  a sound as of some mighty poem chanted.   Listen long enough and you
will learn that it is made up of the beating of human hearts,  of the
nameless music of men's souls; that is, if you have ears.  If you have eyes,
you will presently see the church itself,  a looming mystery of many shapes
and shadow  leaping sheer from floor to dome,  the work of no ordinary
builder. Its pillars go up like the brawny trunks of heroes; the sweet human
flesh of men and women is molded about its bulwarks, strong impregnable.
The faces of little children laugh out from every corner stone; the terrible
spans and arches  of it are the joined hands of comrades,  and up in the heights and spaces are inscribed the numberless musings of all the dreamers in the world.   It is yet building,  building, and built upon.
Sometimes the work goes forward in deep darkness — sometimes in blinding light-
-now beneath  the burden of unutterable anguish,  now to the tune of great
laughter and heroic shoutings like the cry of thunder.  Sometimes in the night
time one may hear the tiny hammerings of comrades at work in the dome,  the
comrades that have climbed ahead."
   But this invisible edifice is not merely lovelier than a fair palace in a
poet's  dream;  it is as Manson says,  a living thing,  vibrant with  divine
power  of  immense aid to the worshiper, for it helps him in  adjusting  the
tangled  vibrations  of the world which permeate his aura when he  enters  a
true "House of God" and to get into the proper attitude of prayer.   Then it
helps  him to lift himself in aspiration tot he throne of divine grace,  and
to  offer there his praise and adoration which call forth from the Father  a
new outpouring of the spirit in the loving response, "This is my beloved son in whom I am well pleased."
   Such  a place of worship is essential to spiritual growth  by  scientific
prayer,  and those who are fortunate enough to have access to such a  temple
should always occupy the same place in it,  for that becomes permeated  with their  individual vibrations and they fit into that environment more  easily
than anywhere else; consequently they get better results there.
   But  such places are scarce,  for a real sanctuary is required in
scientific prayer.   No gossip or profane conversation may take place in or
near it  for that spoils the vibrations;  voices must be hushed and the
attitude reverent; each must bear in mind that he stands upon holy ground and
act accordingly,  Therefore no place open to the general public will answer.
   Furthermore,  the  power of prayer increases enormously with  each
additional  worshiper. — The increase may be compared to geometrical
progression if the worshipers are properly attuned and trained in collective
prayer; the very opposite may result if they are not.
   Perhaps an illustration may make the principle clear.   Suppose a  number
of musicians who have never played with others and who perhaps are not  very
proficient in the use of their instruments, were brought together and set to
play  in concert;  it needs no very keen imaginations to realize that  their
first attempts would be marked by much discord,  and were an amateur allowed
to play with them, or even with a finished orchestra,  no matter how earnest
and how intense his desire, he would inevitably spoil their music.   Similar
scientific  conditions  govern  collective prayer;  to  be  efficacious
participants must be equally well prepared as elucidated under a previous
heading; they must be attuned under harmonious horoscopic influences.   When  a malefic  in one nativity is on the ascendant of another,  those  two  cannot profit by praying together;  they may rule their stars and live in peace  if
they  are developed souls,  but they lack the basic harmony which  is
absolutely essential in collective prayer.  Initiation removes this barrier
but nothing else can.
Part II
The Wings and The
Power; The Invocation;
The Climax
 
   It  was made clear in Part I that there are certain esoteric reasons  which
make collective prayer inadvisable except under special conditions.
   It was knowledge of these difficulties which prompted the Christ to  warn
his  disciples not to say their prayers before men and to advise  them  that
when they wanted to pray to enter into their closet.   We cannot each have a large beautiful edifice for our devotions,  not do we require it;  too often
prompt and display are apt to turn our hearts from God.   But most of us can
set a small portion of our room aside for devotion, curtain it off or with a
screen separate it from the rest of the apartment,  or we can take a  closet
(literally)  and  make it into a sanctuary.   The nature of  the  encircling
walls  matters not; it is the apartness and the invisible house of God  which we  build our prayers,  and the divine downpouring which we receive  in
response  from  our Father that are important.  A picture of Christ and a Rose
Cross  may  be hung upon the wall if desired,  but are not  essential.   The
All-Seeing  Eye is preferred by some very successful esotericists of  our
acquaintance as a symbol of the Father.  But we remember the words of  Christ,
"The  Father  and  I are one;"  so though we have no  authentic  picture  of
Christ, we prefer to use such as we have, for we know that thoughts will not
go  astray on account of lack of authenticity.   Christ is the Lord of  this
era;  later,  of course, the Father takes charge, but now Christ is mediator
for the masses.
   We need scarcely say that no matter how large of small, the whole room or
apartment of the successful aspirant is permeated by an atmosphere if
holiness,  for  all the thoughts which he can legitimately have apart  from
the faithful  performance of his worldly duties are of the heavenly Father,
but the  corner of closet set apart as a sanctuary soon becomes filled with
superlatively spiritual vibrations;  therefore any aspirant who  contemplates following the scientific method of prayer should first seek to secure a permanent place of residence, for if he moves about from place to place he will suffer a distinct loss every time and have to begin to build anew.   The invisible temple which he built and left disintegrates by degrees when worship ceases.
The Wings And
The Power
   It is a mystic maxim that "all spiritual development begins with the  vital
body."   This is next in density to our dense body, its key-note is
repetition, and it is the vehicle of habits, hence somewhat difficult to
change or  influence,  but once a change has been effected and a habit
acquired  by repetition,  its  performance becomes automatic to a certain
extent.   This characteristic is both good and bad in respect to prayer, for
the impression registered in the ethers of this vehicle will impel the
aspirant to faithful performance of his devotions at stated times,  even
though he may have  lost interest in the exercise and his prayers are mere
forms.  If it were not for this habit forming tendency of the vital body,
aspirants would wake up their danger as soon as the real love began to wane,
and it would then be  easier to  retrieve the loss and keep on the Path.
Therefore the aspirant  should carefully examine himself from time to time to
see if he still has wings and power wherewith swiftly and surely to life himself to his Father in  Heaven. The wings are two in number;  love and aspiration are their names,  and  the irresistible power which propels them is
intense earnestness.  Without these and an intelligent understanding to direct the invocation,  prayer is only a babble;  properly  performed it is the most powerful method of  soul  growth known.
The Position
of the Body
   The position of the body matters little in solitary prayer;  that is best
which is most conducive to concentration of purpose; but in collective praying it is the practice of accomplished esotericists to stand with bowed  heads and hands folded in a peculiar manner.   This makes a magnetic circuit which
unites  them  spiritually from the very commencement of the  exercises.   In
communities  not  so advanced,  the singing of a hymn so standing  has  been
found of great benefit, provided all take part.
The Invocation
   Prayer  is  a word which has been so abused that it really does  not
describe the spiritual exercise to which we have reference.   As already  said
when  we go to our sanctuary we must go as the lover who hastens to his
beloved,  our spirit must fly ahead of our slow-moving body in eager
anticipation  of  the delights in store for us, and we must forget all else
in  the thoughts  of adoration which fill us on the way.   This ids literally
true; the  feeling required for success resembles nothing in the world so much
as that  which draws the lover to his beloved;  it is even more ardent and
intense.  "As the hind panteth for the water brook, so thirsteth my soul after
Thee,"  is  an  actual  experience of the true lover of God.  If we have not
this spirit, it can be cultivated by prayer, and one of the most constant of
the legitimate prayers for self should be, "O God, increase my love for Thee
so  that  I may serve Thee better from day to day."   "Let the words  of  my
mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in Thy sight, O Lord,  My
strength and my Redeemer."
   Invocations for temporal things are black magic; we have the promise "See
ye first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things shall
be  added unto you."   The Christ indicated the limit in The  Lord's  Prayer
when  He taught His disciples to say:  "Give us this day our  daily  bread."
Whether for ourselves or others we must beware of going father in scientific
invocation.   But even in praying for spiritual blessings we  should  beware
lest a selfishness develop and destroy out soul growth.  All the saints
testify  to the days of darkness when the divine Lover hides His face  and
the consequent depression.   Then it depends upon the nature and the strength
of our  affection:   Do we love God for Himself, or do we love Him for the
delights  we experience in the sweet communion with Him?   If the latter,  our
affection  is essentially as selfish as the feelings of the multitude  which
followed  Him  because  He had fed them, and now as then it is necessary for
Him to hide from us in such cases, a mark of His tender love and  solicitude
which should bring us to our knees in shame and remorse.  Happy are we if we
right  the  defect  in our characters and learn the  lesson  of  unfaltering
faithfulness  from  the magnetic needle,  which points to the  pole  without
wavering despite rain or storm clouds that hide its beloved star.
   It has been said that we must not pray for temporal things,  and that  we
ought to be careful even in our prayers for spiritual gifts; it is therefore a
legitimate question:   What then shall be the burden of  our  invocation? And
the answer is,  generally, praise and adoration. We must get away from the
idea that every time we approach our Father in Heaven we must  ask  for
something.   Would  it not annoy us if our children were always  asking  for
something from us?   We cannot of course imagine our Father in Heaven  being
annoyed  at our importunities,  but neither can we expect Him to grant  what
would often do us harm.   On the other hand,  when we offer thanksgiving and
praise we put ourselves in a favorable position to the law of attraction,  a
receptive state where we may receive a new downpouring of the Spirit of Love
and Light, and which thus brings us nearer to our adored ideal.
The Final Climax
   Nor  is  it  necessary  that  the  audible of inaudible invocation should
continue  during the whole time of prayer.  When upon the wings of Love  and
Aspiration, propelled by the intensity of our earnestness, we have soared to
the Throne of our Father,  there may come a time of sweet but silent communion
more delightful than any other state or stage;  it is analogous to  the
contentment of lovers who may sit for hours in unbroken silence, too full of
love for utterance, a state which far transcends the stage where they depend
upon speech for entertainment.   So it is also in the final climax when  the
soul rests in God,  all desires satisfied by that feeling of at-one-ment
expressed in the words of Christ, "My Father and I are One."  When that climax
has been reached the soul has tasted the quintessence of joy,  and no matter
how  sordid  the world may seem or what dark fate it may have to  face,  the
love of God which passeth all understanding is a panacea for all.
   It should be said however,  that that final climax is only attainable  in all its fullness at rare intervals.  It pre-supposes not only the  intensity
of purpose to soar to the divine, but a reserve fund to remain posed in that
position, which most of us have not always at hand.  It is a well known fact
that nothing worth while comes without effort.   What man had done,  man can
do,  and if we start to cultivate the power of invocation along  the
scientific lines here laid down, we shall in time reap results of which we
little dream.
   And may our Father in Heaven bless our every effort.
Practical Methods Of
Achieving Success –
Based Upon Conservation
of Sex Force
 
   It  is just impossible to attain true and lasting success with living  in
harmony with the laws of life,  as it is for a criminal to live at peace  in
the community whose laws he breaks.   Just as he is eventually punished
because of his predatory habits, and incarcerated and restrained,  so also
nature punishes, incarcerates, and restrains us when we break her laws.   This
restraint is called disease and is an enemy of happiness, for one, no matter
what wealth he may have or what position he may occupy in the world,  can be
very  happy when he is in ill health bodily.   Thus it will be seen that one
of the vital requirements for the man and woman who desires a full
realization  of happiness and success in life is health,  including  strength,
for only  in the measure that we are supplied with bubbling-over health  can
we feel  sufficiently optimistic,  cheerful and vigorous to attain the
success which we are seeking.
   The Bible tells us that death and disease cam into the world through eating
of the "tree of knowledge,"  and though from the materialist  point  of view
this may sound silly,  let us not dismiss the story without looking  at it a
little closer.  We shall find that it is perfectly in harmony with scientific
facts as shown in the world today.   Consider first the meaning  of the tree
of knowledge as illustrated by the later remarks:   "Adam knew  his wife and she bore Abel;"  "Adam knew his wife and she bore Seth;" and Mary's words  to the angel,  "How shall I conceive seeing I know not a man?"   From these and many similar remarks it is evident that the tree of knowledge  was a  symbolical  expression of the generative act.   Mankind is thus,  as  the Bible says,  conceived in sin and therefore subject to death,  and from this there would seem no escape.
   We would,  however,  do well to remember that evolution is a fact in
nature;  that man as he is today is the result of a long past,  and that  this
present  state is not the final attainment of a standard of perfection,  but
that  there are greater heights ahead of us.  We are in a state of ever becoming; there is no halting nor resting upon the path, which is as limitless
as the age of the spirit.   Moreover,  as what we are today is the result of
what  we  were  yesterday,  so also it depends upon how we use our faculties
today whether we shall be one thing or another tomorrow.   Let us then examine
the past,  so that by learning what we have been, we may gain an inkling of
what we are to be.
   According to the Bible,  mankind was male-female before it was  separated
into two distinct sexes as man and woman.   We still have with us
hermaphrodites  who have this,  as we thing today,  abnormal formation to
prove  the truth of this Biblical assertion;  and physiologically the opposite
organ of either  sex is latent in all.   During the period when man was thus
constituted  fertilization  must have occurred within himself;  nor  is  this
any stranger than that many plants are so fertilized today.
   Let  us now see from the Bible what was the effect of  self-fertilization
in the early days.   There are two prime facts that stand out:   One is that
there were giants in the Earth in those days;  the other that the patriarchs lived for centuries; and these two characteristics, great growth and longevity, are possessed by many plants of today.  The great size of trees and the length of their life are wonderful,  the live centuries where man lives
only a  few  score years.   Then the question comes,  what is the reason  of
the evanescence of human life, and what is the remedy?  Let us first take up
the question of the reason, and the remedy will later be apparent.
   It  is  well  know to horticulturists that plants are  stunted  in  their
growth when they bloom too prolifically.  A rose may bloom to such an extent
that it dies; therefore the wise gardener prunes the buds from the plants so
that  the  strength may go partly into growth instead of blossom.   Thus by keeping the seed within itself it attains the strength required for  growth
and longevity.   This was the secret of the great size and long life of  the
earliest races,  as it is the secret of the size and longevity of the plants
today.
   That the creative essence in the seed is a spiritual substance is evident
when  we compare the dauntlessness and impatience at restraint of the
stallion or the bull, with the docility of the steer and the gelding.
Moreover, we  know that the confirmed libertine and the degenerate become
sterile  and emaciated.  When these facts have sunk into our consciousness it
will not be difficult to conceive of the truth of the Bible assertion that the
fruit  of the  flesh,  which brings us under the law of sin and death,  is
first  and foremost  fornication,  whereas  the  fruit  of  the  spirit  which
make for immortality,  as  shown  in  the  same book,  are  said  to  be
principally continence and chastity.
   Consider  also the child and how the creative force used within and for the child itself causes an enormous growth during the early years,  but  at
the age of puberty the birth of passion commences to check growth; the vital
force  then produces seed in order to find growth and expression  elsewhere,
and thenceforth growth is stunted.   If we continued to grow during life  as
we grow during childhood,  we should be giants as were the divine
hermaphrodites of long ago.
   The  spiritual force generated from the time of puberty and  all  through
life may be used for three purposes,  generation, degeneration, or regeneration.   It depends upon ourselves which of the three methods  we
choose; but  the choice that we make will have an important bearing upon  our
whole life, for the use of this force is not confined in its effect to the
time or occasion upon which it is thus used.   It overshadows every single moment of our existence,  and determines among our fellow men; how we meet the various trial  of life;  whether we are able to grasp our opportunities or let  them slip  by;  whether  we  are  healthy  or  sick; and whether we live our
life according to a satisfactory purpose; all of this depends upon the way we
use the vital force.   That is the very spring of all our existence,  the
elixir of life.
   The part of the creative force which is legitimately sacrificed upon  the
altar  of fatherhood and motherhood is so small that it may be entirely
neglected for the purpose of the present considerations.   There is no  reason
whatever from a physical or spiritual standpoint why celibacy should be
insisted upon in any religious order,  neither is this at all in harmony  with
the Bible.  The mere suppression of sexual attraction is not a virtue in
itself;  in fact it may be a very serious vice,  for there is no question that
many millions,  fall into the most unspeakable vices on that account.   Even
if  they  abstain from the sexual act, their thoughts are of such  a  nature
that  they make themselves whited sepulchers,  horrible within  though
outwardly seeming pure and white.   Paul himself,  thought not in the
condition mentioned,  said:  "It is better to parry than to burn;" and the
natural expression is far to be preferred to such an  inward state as above
described.
   While  there are very few who will defend abuse of the  generative
function,  many people who follow spiritual percepts in other things still
have the feeling than frequent indulgence of the desire for sexual pleasure
works no harm;  some even have the idea that it is as necessary as the
exercise of any  other organic function.   This is wrong for two reasons:
First,  each creative  act requires a certain amount of force which burns up
tissue  that must be replenished by an extra amount of food.   This
strengthens and  augments the Chemical Ether.   Secondly as the propagative
force works  through the Life Ether,  this constituent of the vital body by
sending the  creative force downwards for gratification of our desire for
pleasure;  and their interlocking grip upon the two higher ethers which form
the soul-body  becomes tighter  and  more  powerful  as time goes on.   As
the  evolution  of  our soul-powers and the faculty of traveling in our finer
vehicles depends  upon the cleavage between the lower ethers and the soul-
body,  it is evident that we frustrate the object we have in view and retard
development by indulgence of the lower nature.
   If  we turn again to the garden we may obtain a striking illustration  of
the result of following the apostle's advice  to  "keep the seed within," by
considering  the  qualities of the seedless varieties  of  fruit.   Seedless
fruits  are larger and better flavored than those which have seeds,  because
in them all the sap is used for the single purpose of making the fruit
delicious and succulent.  Similarly, if instead of wasting our substance we
live chastely  and  send the creative force upward for regeneration,  we
thereby etherealize  and  refine  our  physical bodies at  the  same  time
that  we strengthen our soul bodies.   In this manner we may materially lengthen life and  so increase our opportunities for soul growth and
advancement upon  the Path in a very marked degree.
   When  we  realize that success does not consist in  the  accumulation  of
wealth but in soul growth,  it will be evident that continence is an
important factor in the attainment of success in life.
Reference: The Web of Destiny, How Made and Unmade, by Max Heindel (1865-1919)
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